SHE loves me...she loves me not. I tear my hands, scatter the broken fingers...loves me not As we scatter the random riddling heads of daisies Tumbling through summer. Though I adopt the smooth chin and greying hair, The silver, tinkling out the change of years, I hope, I know that age will never bring The final shame of prudent commonsense. It's after one and you must be asleep. The milky way is like a silver river. I'm in no hurry. There's no need To wake you or disturb you with telegrams or thunder. It's what they call the end of the affair. Love's gondola has struck the rocks of fact. We're quits--no point in totting up Our score of troubles, miseries, and wrongs. See how much peace the world can give. The sky is wrapped in stars, the gift of night. At such a time you rise, and find you speak To all the years, the future, and the world. It's after one and you must be asleep. Or maybe you can feel the night as well. I'm in no hurry. There's no need To wake you or disturb you with telegrams or thunder. suicide note of V. V. Mayakovsky translated from the Russian by Erik Korn